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Apr
2019
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Consequential head scratching

[Unproofed/ramble warning]. When the cascade of consequences of incessant people watching and headscratching combines with being artist produces a phd, I find this to be an unexpected perk not predicted by early-life performance.

The downside of incessant thinking and questioning is a constant stream of desirous rabbit trails I have to put off to hone in and produce a written diss doc. Yet the rabbit trails tug my mind down convoluted holes anyway, distracting me from my diss honing. Combined with disconcerting working memory fails, returning to honeiness is laughable and riddled with audible linguistic ejaculants downloaded and dispatched from mind. Cursing is clearly not hampered by mental memory mash-ups and often is the most decipherable language dispatched from my lips.

Damn memory which oft reads with the accessibility of a redacted Mueller Report.

When do I get to make art again! Now! My need to make in real space as a way of cogitating is a necessary condition of soundnessadditionally my research suggests i need to get back to writing as artist as well, as it improves working memory, cog flexibility and fluidity, reduces intrusive thinking, while buffering particular psychological inconveniences common amongst the creative.

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